Tears

The day that i'm going to tell him I like him, and I can't see him. I want to talk to him sooo bad, I think I might die because of it. I like him so much, it's just killing me right now. I don't even know if he has a girlfriend, I don't think he does, but I do want to see him. ALOT! I think he likes me back, hopefully he does. I've never cried over not seeing a BOY before. Wht does this mean. IDK. I'm going on a fast until I get what I want. I even told all my friends that I was going to tell him. I mean what do i look like going to school and having nothing to report? My parents have it out for me. I'm sure of it. I can't even type anymore, my eyes are stinging. 

-sad

T.

Out of My Head?

Ugh! School was a frickin bore. I abhor all of the little annoying invalids  that inhabit my school!! My friends A,M,F,T,D, and everyone else make it bearable. N.E. ways, Daddy said he was thinking about the beach house in the Hamptons for the summer. Right before I leave, then I can hang with E, N, Ni. Hopefully by that time Ni, and G will be together. I love them sooo much. Talk about ride or die chicks? They are the definition. 

I'm going to the movie theaters with A,M,Mi,F,and maybe R. I love em. They're soo fun to hang around. Ecspecially F. He has my back no matter what. If I tell him that somebody messed with me, he gets all protective. No, I don't like him. He's just my best friend. love him to death!!

I am hoping for my new 7's and J Brand's sometime this week. I promised all my diva's for X-mas, they would all recieve a little Juicy Couture in their Christmas stockings. I have to get through to daddy so that he'll give me some money! I've been doing chores, he's just late on my allowance! It kills me. Hopefully I get my doggie for Christmas. I want a yorkie but my dad wants a frickin Shit-zu. Why? Because we had ONE and now that's the only dog he wants. 

I'm such a fat ass. I ate like 2 cups of ice cream. I'm suppose to be working out. I'm in training for the tournament, and these slip-ups cannot happen. Well, I guess someone will have to be doing pushups, and running a mile today. 

I cannot get him out of my mind!!!! Who? My crush D. He is soo sweet, i'm infatuated. I wonder if he likes me back. Maybe a very public survey posted on my blog will help. lol. If you laughed, your ditzy, just testing the normalcy level, again. No quizzes today!!!

-listening to music

T.

Sup?

So,I suck at intros, so let's just break it down with a quiz, yay! I you said yay with me, your weird, I just said that to seperate the ditzy's from the normal people. 

Basics:
Name:	Don't Ask, it's weird.
Date of Birth:	Sept. 20th
Birthplace:	Albany
Current Location:	My mind
Eye Color:	Brown
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'6
Heritage:	African American
Piercings:	Ears
Tattoos:	NOPE
Favourite:
Band/Singer:	LOVE 2 MANII
Song:	Troublemaker
Movie:	idk
Disney Movie:	idk
TV show:	idk. too many faves.
Color:	PURPLE!!!
Food:	pizza, spinach pockets
Pizza topping:	bacon ^_^
Ice-Cream Flavor:	cookie dough
Drink (alcoholic):	i dont drink
Soda:	sprite, green tea ginger ale
Store:	don't have one, i love too many
Clothing Brand:	i cant choose!!
Shoe Brand:	i cant choose!
Season:	spring, winter, fall
Month:	september
Holiday/Festival:	christmas, valentine's day
Flower:	don't know the name
Make-Up Item:	mascara, lipgloss
Board game:	life
This or That
Sunny or rainy:	rainy
Chocolate or vanilla:	vanilla
Fruit or veggie:	fruit
Night or day:	night
Sour or sweet:	sweet
Love or money:	who says you can't have both?
Phone or in person:	both
Looks or personality:	personality
Coffee or tea:	tea
Hot or cold:	cold
Your:
Goal for this year:	too many to write down. lol
Most missed memory:	idk
Best physical feature:	lips
First thought waking up:	i want to go back to sleep
Hypothetical personality disorder:	obsessive cuteness squealing disorder
Preferred type of plastic surgery:	lipo
Sesame street alter ego:	ELMO!!!!
Fairytale alter ego:	snow white
Most stupid remark:	lol. out loud
Worst crime:	idk
Greatest ambition:	too many
Greatest fear:	dieing
Darkest secret:	don't have one
Favorite subject:	english
Strangest received gift:	don't know
Worst habit:	biting my nails, procrastinating
Do You:
Smoke:	nope
Drink:	nu-uh
Curse:	YEA
Shower daily:	OF COURSE!!!
Like thunderstorms:	no
Dance in the rain:	yes
Sing:	mhm
Play an instrument:	mhm
Get along with your parents:	sometimes
Wish on stars:	yupp
Believe in fate:	yea
Believe in love at first sight:	depends
Can You:
Drive:	nooo
Sew:	yea
Cook:	mhm
Speak another language:	kind of
Dance:	YEEEAAAA
Sing:	yes
Touch your nose with your tongue:	No :(
Whistle:	yea
Curl your tongue:	yup.
Have You Ever:
Been Drunk:	no
Been Stoned/High:	nooo
Eaten Sushi:	yea, eww
Been in Love:	no
Skipped school:	no
Made prank calls:	yes lol
Sent someone a love letter:	no
Stolen something:	yea
Cried yourself to sleep:	noo
Other Questions:
What annoys you most in a person?	bitchiness
Are you right or left handed?	right
What is your bedtime?	12.
Name three things you can't live without:	i have to many things, not just three
What is the color of your room?	tiffany blue
Do you have any siblings?	yeaa
Do you have any pets?	no
Would you kill someone you hate for a million dollars?	NO
What is you middle name?	asiri
What are you nicknames?	baby boo
Are you for or against gay marriage?	for
What are your thoughts on abortion?	PRO, we don't need unplanned babies, women should be able to choose
Do you have a crush on anyone?	yeeaa ^_^
Are you afraid of the dark?	yeaa
How do you want to die?	oldddd age
What is the largest amount of popsicles that you have eaten on one day?	3
Would you take a bullet for the one you love?	idk
What is the last law you�ve broken?	havent broken one
In a Member of the Opposite Sex:
Hair color:	dont care
Eye color:	dont care
Height	taller
Weight	dont care
Most important physical feature:	hot stomach
Biggest turn-off	repulsive face
this is me so. idk. more posts to comme pplses. i rant, alot.