Tears

The day that i'm going to tell him I like him, and I can't see him. I want to talk to him sooo bad, I think I might die because of it. I like him so much, it's just killing me right now. I don't even know if he has a girlfriend, I don't think he does, but I do want to see him. ALOT! I think he likes me back, hopefully he does. I've never cried over not seeing a BOY before. Wht does this mean. IDK. I'm going on a fast until I get what I want. I even told all my friends that I was going to tell him. I mean what do i look like going to school and having nothing to report? My parents have it out for me. I'm sure of it. I can't even type anymore, my eyes are stinging. 

-sad

T.